Why?

Why do we have to choose when all the options are relevant, same and differ only by the mean of the principle. I really hate to choose.
We were given
§ option 1 : die, but in a short way : death sentence
§ option 2 : die, but in a long way : life sentence and no parole or whatsoever
How we are going to deal with it? Is it to live shortly or to enjoy life while u can but knowing so many things to face? There should be a good certainty but there are always risks ahead.
I choose to believe that life isn’t easy but sometimes it will be much easier if we take the risk and just go with it. You will be happy with what u has done. But are u really happy? Or..u just pretending to be happy while inside it whisper something else. Something really-really annoying. Maybe a little but of disappointment? Or maybe a little bit of worry? That’s depending on personal judgment. U thinks, u decides and u does it. No one else will do but u.